first day of holiday...

today is the first day of the holiday... i thought it would be a boring day but i was wrong:) it gets bad to better :D

today woke up at 12 plus..
due to depression yesterday and worried then i slept at 4am.
i woke up, took my phone and i saw 6 MESSAGES!!
woah! so many.. all are from my worried mei mei:D xena, siew chen and jia yi...
all are scared i did stupid and silly things... haha i know they are worried abt me but they are overreacting siah...

i got up from bed, walk to my computer, sit down, thinking of someone special...
.......
then i on my com, used facebook and chat with my worried mei mei's...
until 5 plus, i went out to bugis to eat :D so nice!!!
i ate like 5 dishes of food, 3 scoops of ice cream and apple strudle...
after 1 hour, my stomach grumbled again... i m hungry again...

suddenly my phone rang!! hehe
that number lit up my entire world!!
it was her!!
i was so happy..
i quickly answerd the phone and chat with her for like 30 minutes but she have to go so we hung up...
but that 30 minutes was my happiest thing that happened to me for the day:D including my mei mei's comforting:D I LOVE U MY DEAREST MEI MEI ND SOMEONE ELSE!!!


:D we strolled awhile then we went home...
in my mind, all i think of is her talking to me:D so happy!!
but suddenly need the urge to shit... wth...
i resisted and the moment we reached home, the shit is gone..
kns...

now, i am still thinking of her in my entire mind:D
I LOVE YOU!!
(special girl, xena , jia yi, siew chen)